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I Call Myself ZOMBiE CYGIG
"Educated" At Maha Bodhi School, Victoria School, Anderson JC, LASALLE College of the Arts
What I Do Lazing, Hobby Crafting, DIY, Graphic Design, Computer Stuff that you don't get it
What I Avoid Hipsters, Soccer, Apple Brand, Outings
How Am I Like Logical, Practical, Off-Beat, Anti-Social, Sarcastic
Tears dripped onto my keyboard as i am writing this blog entry.
Its 10.14pm liao. Im suppose to complete my CS study and Physics E-learning by tonight. Next morning im going to wake real earily to do my Econs homework.
Maybe i can i tell you how i feel now. Physically 1st. Last night i was trying to do my Econs essay frm 12 to 3am. But i dint finish. I have got one more essay to go, but really, i dun think im going to care. Econs sucks, its just like the framework of Social Studies with different contents. Im going to drop. Seriously. Stop this Social Studies-like shit. And now my body feels damn hell "Zombie". Ya...thats the way to describe. Zombified. Damn shoulder damn stiff like a rock. Back like broken liddat. Limbs are totally weak. And i feel like puking plus very giddy.
I was wandering aournd my kitchen just now....making my coffee using cold water...i am wondering why am i here, why did i tell my parents to go China on the last week? Why? Why Why? Being emotional me....yes i am....so emotional...too emotional for a guy in fact...suddenly i imagine all the bad things that can happen to be....me failing all my mid year, no one caring for me, Mr Ang scolding me for letting him down...all those...and w/o knowing....i weeped....
I find it quite hard to control myself once i cry...i have to...i really have to...if not my mum will see. Yes there are still people who will care for me. At least i noe Tomato will. I noe a lot of people will...
Haiz....most of the time i will complain and tok a lot on how sad i am to Tomato. Im really sorry...i noe @ times she really find me irriating but just cont to listen. Too bad she is my closest cousin...Haha i still remb i use to play w her a lot a lot when we are young. We young that time we fight over small small things then i get jealous just becos she got Digimon and PowerRanger then i dun have. Haha sorry lah.
Haiz....really really stress and sad....really....anyone reading this blog and come and console me?