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I Call Myself ZOMBiE CYGIG
"Educated" At Maha Bodhi School, Victoria School, Anderson JC, LASALLE College of the Arts
What I Do Lazing, Hobby Crafting, DIY, Graphic Design, Computer Stuff that you don't get it
What I Avoid Hipsters, Soccer, Apple Brand, Outings
How Am I Like Logical, Practical, Off-Beat, Anti-Social, Sarcastic
Time to blog again. Im getting this "school holiday" feeling these days. Dunno why, perhaps i had learnt to take things easily.
I like the feeling of waking up, and realised that i still got plenty of time to spare. I need not worry about anything! I need not worry about - who to go out with - what work left on camp - horrendous events in camp that make me depress - my enemies are hunting for my head - eat, sleep, play, drink - IT stuff
Its like "Ahh..i can just sit here and relax...i can read book whole of today. No objective to meet, just enjoy the tranquality of life at home..ahhh". Looking ahead os a long whole stretch of free time, so much so that i need not worry about how much time i had left till my next death. Of course i dun have a long stretch of time now..but im imagining it. Now im just lying and deceiving myself lah.
Like wenze say "I long for the day i come here [wherever u referring to] as a freeman". Yup me too. I long for the day i step into Bugis as a freeman. Or the night i sleep in my bed as a freeman.
This day will come...not so soon. In fact this is only half the journey i had traveled. Its already so fucked up. I cant imagine what happen next year.
I keep telling myself. Half a year before ORD is slack, three months before ORD my juniors will take over, two months before ORD is clear leave and off, one month before ORD is sit and wait for time to pass. I only got half a year left actually to tahan....
I know its just lies and lies. But well, its good enuff when i can bluff myself. Still learning to be cheerful.