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Friday, January 09, 2009
Thrash Memories
[ZOMBiE CyGiG] ranted at 1:08 AM --- Post#1532616363339808962

Im currently tidying my room. I vet thru all my old documents before throwing them away. Things i read thru are stuff like:

- Letters asking me to go for army medical check up
- Letters asking me to report to Tekong for BMT
- Brochures on how to survive BMT
- My first medical letter that actually change my whole NS life by making me non-combat fit
- All my excuse letters, time slips, off passes, doctor's letters...
- BD n Farewell cards given to me during JC
- My sketch book from JC till now
- My primary school photos and stuff i doodle then
- Secondary school writing pads and graduation day event list
- My photocopied result slips
- Letters and brochures from Uni
- Rejection letters upon applying for my courses
- My primary school sticker books

and much more.

For some damned reason, i feel so much pain and sorrow prowling thru these old items. Those masked and archived memories are brought back once again. Sometimes i broke down temporarily looking at those items scattered on my floor as i try to organise them, it looks like a portray of my broken past.

Not a single item brings back good memories. Even the cute sticker book reminded me that thats one of the pathetically few hobbies i had in primary school. I was proud of my doodling but other always treat them as rubbish. Yet my sis's drawing get all well acclaimed. I should be ashamed of myself calling me a "graphic designer".

End up, i threw most of them all away. Crush them and tear them, then smashed them into the thrash bag.

I cant sleep well for the past few nights. Those flashes of memories keep coming back, haunting me endlessly.

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